- 1: You're in a routine and there hasn't been that much to report on
- 2: Your stress level is raised because your company's employment pool is rapidly shrinking
- 3: You have no idea when you're coming home
Which door is my answer lying behind? Turns out, lovely blog readers, it's all three.
Kinshasa has been the land of quiet, constant routine. It turns out my suburban lifestyle and compound living in a third world country have a lot in common. You shelter yourself from possible undesirable elements, you only know the area you slowly find for yourself, you are constantly naive about the reality of the world around you, you crave amenities and convenience, and the main bane of your existence is your daily commute.
The routine has its upsides. I'm getting in shape, smoke free, and have much more time to find other useless habits, such as improving my arabic. Arabic?
Well, it seems that the word from the pneumatic tube reaching to the far reaches of the dark continent from the frigid north of Canada has informed me that I will be going home. Sometime. In the future. In a week. Or two. Or three. The truth is, I have no idea when I'm leaving, or even if I still have a job. There's not too much information coming down the pipeline, and the one downside of working a job in a far and verdant edge of the world far from 21st century convenience is that information trickles. It flows, it diverts, and cleverly manipulated into a cascade of tidbits, queries, requests, and empty replies. By the time it reaches me, I have no real clue what's going on with where I work, or what my state is.
If I do end up in Chad, it will at least be a new wind. With a lot of sand in it. Chad is one of the poorest countries around, and an eclectic mix of Christianity of Muslim faith. It's also called the Dead Heart of Africa. Should be interesting.
I will try and posting more, but with the increased flying, the necessary routine from cutting out one of my most cherished and disgusting habits, added to the fact that my idle thoughts are currently being prioritized to wondering:
a) When I will be leaving
and
b) If I have anything to come back to.
But life is good and I'm still ahead in the game. It would be nice to get back to Canada, but talking to others who have been here and come back, it begins to haunt you for the first while back. Africa is a hard drug to kick, and it's a love affair that envelops you. I'm already thinking of other ways I can get back here, although in the flight deck and not in the cabin.